At #CXCFestival I had a pretty bad (by my standards) breakdown the first night, fortunately only witnessed by 2 people, 1 of whom was @rubenbolling , but as the weekend went on, I grew more ... at peace w/how Tom is living on, through the festival, his friends' memories his notion of community and friendship. That meant that, a few days later at my pharma-conference in MD, when I coincidentally drove past the hole-in-the-wall where Tom & I had our last dinner, I felt more blissful than sad.