Marichit

@thewildforest
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Ad strategist by day, mixed media artist for the rest of my life. I draw, paint, do collage. I write poems and fairy tale fragments. Coffee and tea drinker. Introvert. Neurodivergent. Into books, nature, cats, cooking, forests, mythology, inks, pens, paper, Japan, mental health.
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So today is my "last" day before I go on a break (of sorts) at work.

Will still be logging in on specific days for nonnegotiable meetings. But otherwise I should be on a full break.

Got doctor consults lined up. And chores. And sleep. And most importantly, art.

And another most importantly, my major life cram to turn everything around.

It's a Sunday. I have less than 24 hours to deliver on all deadlines for Monday. ๐Ÿซ 

No physical problems. ECG normal. Lungs normal. It seems it's more psychosomatic than physiological. Doctor said I need to take a proper break even a short one, to give myself time to process and grieve and take stock of things.

But what is a break? ๐Ÿคฃ๐Ÿ˜…

@erin

#Gardening has been trendy on #socialmedia for a couple years (community gardens etc.)

Very much hoping for a dramatic worldwide increase of food #gardens ๐Ÿ™

Self-sufficiency with organic, fresh food + a both mentally and physically healthy hobby ๐Ÿก

VS

Pushing a cart down endless isles of old, unhealthy / low nutrition #food reliant on the grace of companies like evil #Nestlรจ ๐Ÿ›’

Not even talking about the price or #sustainability difference ๐Ÿ˜€

๐Ÿฅ ๐Ÿฅ’ ๐ŸŽ ๐Ÿฅ‘ ๐ŸŠ ๐Ÿ’ ๐Ÿ‰ ๐Ÿ“ ๐Ÿ ๐Ÿ ๐Ÿ‹ ๐Ÿ‘ ๐Ÿ… ๐Ÿ‡ ๐ŸŒ ๐Ÿ ๐Ÿˆ ๐Ÿ’š

Some benevolent deity must have felt sorry for my workload and so 2 of the biggest and most crucial project deadlines just got moved and now I can have a bit of a breathing space and also some kind of a weekend.

Mind you, the work calendar is still bursting at the seams but the change in schedules is a big deal.

๐Ÿ˜ฎโ€๐Ÿ’จ

Still in bed at 11:43 on a Sunday morning.
Still not ready for the day. Or the week. Or the rest of the month.
Everything hurts.
I lost my 18 y.o. baby tonight. Mogget has crossed the rainbow bridge. ๐ŸŒˆ๐Ÿ’”

I want to go so slow that I am almost still.

So tired of always rushing, cramming, catching up, chasing, running.

Not good today. Anxiety winning over the meds. Headache. Fatigue. Overwhelm. Body aches. Slightly irritated throat.

Also working on 2 deadlines. ๐Ÿซ 

I feel like an old battery. I cannot fully charge and I deplete faster.