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| Website | https://thekhanj.ir |
Even though the whole country is down because of the war and having nothing to do feels boring, I still believe in why this war must happen, to remove a terrorist regime from the world.
On a personal level, it's been a life reset: no Instagram to doomscroll, no phone buzzing with calls or messages, no servers or services to maintain. All that noise is gone.
Man, I missed people on here. Part of me feels a little jealous, but mostly I'm just happy for them, living normal lives, working, growing, even couples showing love to each other in public. All of it so simple, so natural.
They have no idea what it's like to live in the Middle East, to be in a war, to carry that kind of stress every day... and honestly, I'm glad they don't.
If anything, I'm more happy for them than jealous. ❤️
I haven't coded for almost 4 months. It all started right after the regime in Iran began violently killing people, and it really affected my mental health. Then the war started.
I kind of miss my normal life. It's strange how easily everything can fall apart.
At least I met someone along the way who I really like. She's interesting. Let's see where that goes, and where life goes in general.
Hopefully something good comes out of all this. 🤞
If you're reading this, which I'm almost 100 percent sure you won't be, just know that I appreciate it.
Yes, I have family and friends, and they all have their place. But this friend… I'm not sure why. Maybe because we're a bit distant. Maybe because we don't interfere in each other's lives. Or maybe because their empathy was unexpected. Their random messages, just checking on me, are helping me get through this.
I hope I can repay them someday, when they need me.