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The Psychosomatic Pretzeline State Of Neurodivergence
The intricate relationship between autism and ADHD presents a unique neurodivergent experience termed AuDHD. This phenomenon reveals a struggle between the desire for structure and the need for novelty, leading to a "pretzeline state." This state embodies the turmoil of psychosomatic distortions, yet within it lies the potential for creativity and growth, reflecting the complexity of existence.
The Beetle In My Box
Sometimes I feel more alone than alone. Because no matter who is around The beetle in the box is suffocating. So I open my head to let him breathe.
A black hole with intense gravitation imploding me into a deep nothing. To survive the 'black whole,' I had to forge a new tool. Exploring the linguistic stim as Chaos Magick, the dismissal of the internal tyrant, and the birth of the Strohax—a double-edged battle-ax for the integrated self.
The Sin Eater
That poor little sin eater in a darkened room fed artificial light and filtered half-truths and lies he gets to eat the broken fragmented shredded bits of strategically weaponized semantic psycho subliminal Sub-liminal he eats in the liminal space feeding and digesting so you don't have to taste the indigestion.
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Less Than Zero Sum
The "Suffering Bully" is a reminder that the endless cycle of competitive misery dehumanizes us. When we cling to zero-sum suffering, we alienate empathy and stifle genuine connection. True humanity flourishes through shared compassion, yet we cling to scarcity. It's time to reject this flawed mindset and embrace our collective journey.
"And it's only the giving that makes you what you are."
From the high-fidelity lyrics of Jethro Tull to the morning ritual of offering peanuts to the blue jays in my backyard, I’ve been mapping the topography of kindness.
