Mastodawn

Imaginary Friend ☠️Sep 29, 2024

I wish people understood what having a social battery was. Not having my meds bc the refills aren't aligned with my appointments anymore and I feel like I wanna jump off a fucking cliff. I want the noise to stop and just be left alone. I just wanna feel happy again. #adhd #audhd #ADHDwomen #adhdproblems #actuallyautistic #autism #autistic

Imaginary Friend ☠️Sep 9, 2024

@BeAware@social.beaware.live yep. They do. They really really do.

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Imaginary Friend ☠️Sep 9, 2024

@SleepyCatten thanks 💜 I appreciate it I just want to stop crying.

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Imaginary Friend ☠️Sep 5, 2024

@fishidwardrobe the first one that was ignored was sent over a week ahead of time. Clearly rude.

Imaginary Friend ☠️Sep 5, 2024

Each day feels like a mirror,
Reflecting the same storm,
Words sharp as glass,
Breaking what’s left of me.The weight of it all,
Screams that echo,
Pain that clings like shadows,
I’m tired, but still, it pulls me under.You twist, you shape the truth,
Make me question the ground I stand on,
But I’m not lost—I see the cracks in your mask.Tears fall in silence,
And I’m left wondering,
How did love become this storm?

#writing #words #feelings #depression #adhd #audhdwomen

Imaginary Friend ☠️Aug 22, 2024

@BeAware@social.beaware.live It's frustrating when people assume a relationship isn't abusive just because there aren't any visible bruises. Abuse can be psychological too, and that kind of damage is just as real, even if you can't see it. Not everyone has parents to run to when things get tough, so it's important to remember that just because you're not seeing it doesn't mean it's not happening.

Imaginary Friend ☠️Aug 19, 2024

Thoughts are sparks, flickering through our minds, while emotions are the wild waves that crash in their wake—unstable, neurotic, and often chaotic. How do we find stability in the storm?
Finding calm isn’t about silencing the chaos, but dancing with it until it becomes a gentle rhythm.

#emotions #thoughts #consciousness #spirituality #actuallyautistic #autistic #adhd #AuDHD

Imaginary Friend ☠️Aug 17, 2024

I’ve always been an extremely empathetic and compassionate person. I genuinely care about making others feel included, valued, and cared for. I put my heart into making sure people know they matter. But when others don’t reciprocate that same level of kindness, it really, really hurts. It makes me wonder why it’s so hard for others to show the same compassion I strive to give. Is it really so difficult to treat people the way you want to be treated?
#empath #energy #empathy #compassion

Imaginary Friend ☠️Jul 27, 2024

@Diogenes@ohai.social thank you for this 💜 relationships have always been a struggle for me because I just don't have energy to give to anyone and I don't know how to fix that. My mental capability is too exhausted 😭

Imaginary Friend ☠️Jul 27, 2024

I just honestly want to have a group of friends or just be part of a community that accepts me and is okay with how I act. I have zero people to talk to about any of my interests. I can't really talk to my partner because he just doesn't understand and he pretty much hates having to deal with me. I take my medications but honestly it doesn't improve my happiness. My environment is making me feel like I'm dying and I want to scream. I try to not be overdramatic. I just want to be happy.