living and dying have no purpose. we don't ask for life; death will always happen.
creepy max
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well, whatta ya know: things don't wanna fucking function right.
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every day, i hate politicians more and more. scum on this earth. fuck politicians. no politician is a good politician. no politician deserves any respect. never trust a politician. politicians only want money and power at the expense of the people. that's nothing new.
i don't fear death; not the concept. what i am terrified of is not dying after i end my life; my consciousness continuing on. all i see is the hell that is conscious immortality; endless suffering. or total silent isolation; no one and nothing but a dark void. maybe hell is real; god's a piece of shit anyway. i don't want to go to heaven either, so i'm fucked either way. i hope to cease to exist. immortality in any way makes me sick. let my hang myself and disintegrate into the earth.
i am leaving, you better get to grieving.
oh how close i am to saying that.
do you ever wonder what the world would've been like if you were never born? probably nothing of value would be different. most people are nothing. some people believe god made us for a reason. in his image. really? no. we're only specs in a cosmos that will eventually hold no life. in the grand scheme of things, people don't matter. god didn't do anything. god doesn't exist. it's all relative. and relatively speaking, nobody holds any greater value over another.
i speculate.
i’m officially a 25-year-old unaccomplished loser.
"You must not mind me, madam; I say strange things, but I mean no harm." - Samuel Johnson
i've cried more in the last three days than i have in the last year.
am i seriously looking at the end? one year later since the original thought. now? it's 4 months away. at least i'll finally have an accomplishment.