I finally stopped doubting myself.

I retrained late in life in IT and "cybersecurity" after almost dying many times from an illness I unfortunately was born with.
Not cured and never will, but I am eager to live and that's what matters.

Even though I reached my main goal in working in SecOps, I always feel like a fraud, though I worked hard and graduated first every year.

I am far from being proud of this, but it's time to own it, as my nearest and dearest would say.

It all started because I noticed double standards in my team regarding the processes and heavy micro-management.

No hard feelings here, but it was eye-opening.

It does not mean I suddenly became full of myself, just that I decided to no longer let anyone tell me I am enough or not.

From now on I will own it and let the work speak for itself.

I no longer have anything to prove to them just enjoy myself and leave whenever I am ready.

Just a little reminder for rainy days.