Oh my god I can go to cons and actually spend money now holy fuck

before it would just be like, wow that's a lot of good art in artists alley i wish i could get some

NOW I ACTUALLY CAN

Attention fedi:

I don't want/like to publicize personal life stuff, but I figure I should share this here, although I'm still super nervous about everything:

I got a job offer!

I have to relocate 6 hours away for it - by plane - but, by the end of the month I should have an income stream for the first time in 3 years. It doesn't even feel real, and I'm completely frazzled having gone from 0 to 100 (or rather, $salary) in like the span of two weeks. AAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAA

Unfortunately it's not in someplace cool and with a big furry population (I think) (if you browse my history you can probably take a guess) but aaaaaaa I was going to be SOL and hit rock zero with my (our!) finances by the end of this year so

Honestly the biggest thing for me, I'll be able to spend $20 without crying myself to sleep over it

Idk what else to say, other than yeah. I wanna go to EF, c3, I want to mend relationships, see friends, fix my life, this is the first step to everything