Managed 20 days on Elvanse/Vyvanse. It made me very suicidal. Everyone on tiktok was the most productive they've ever been and I just slept and wanted to die, so I feel like I've failed. Anyone else?
#suicidalonvyvanse

Reached my target of reading 50 books this year today. My favourites were #YoungMungo by #DouglasStewart , #Heaven by #MiekoKawakami , #Quichotte by #SalmanRushdie and #Klareandthesun by #KazuoIshiguro . Special mention to #Priestdaddy by #PatriciaLockwood .

I have spent a week on #HRT due to a nightmare #perimenopause experience and have gone from thinking I would commit suicide by xmas to feeling positive and enthusiastic about life for the first time in months and months. It really is astonishing how bad a slow decline in oestrogen can make you feel. Looking forward to the future!

Here is my cat investigating #crochet scarf I made.

Haven't watched River City in ages, and there's some divorcing couple fighting over a spoon. Absolute shite.

Watching Devil's Knot, a film about the West Memphis Three. Colin Firth is diabolically sexy as gloomy private investigator trying to stop the suspects from receiving the death penalty.

From that picture he would appear to have no bumhole. The contents of his litter tray suggest otherwise.

My belly rub lovin cat Freddie says hi.

There really is a victorian psychiatric hospital on the outskirts of my rural Scottish town. Perfect setting for a modern gothic story.