Removed Steam and all games off my laptop. Been mentally numb for months. Transcript deadline is at the end of the month and I'm painfully behind. CV client needs interview questions sent ASAP today. Will shift from gaming to reading or something else. Need to learn how to entertain myself without indulging in what might as well be crack considering how out of control games are for me.
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I need to remember that even though the world is burning around me, I'm sitting in an intact apartment in a city/country that still has functioning infrastructure and services. Nothing catastrophic has happened yet. I need to stop borrowing suffering from the future. Until shit happens, I'm OK. So get up.
@gurupangujiDevotion, not discipline is the secret to sustained action
The Devotion-Friction Matrix of devoted action has four states:
Flow (high devotion, low friction) where action feels natural and repeatable;
Strain (high devotion, high friction) where caring is high but the cost of doing it is high too;
Coasting (low devotion, low friction) where you keep going mostly because it’s easy;
Avoidance (low devotion, high friction) where the task feels both unrewarding and hard to start, so it gets postponed or completely dropped.
This is a perfect visual to the state of play.
#devotedAction #flow #Life #philosophy #play #productivity #systemsThe sky was so #pink this morning. Unedited colors.
Charlie is going back home today. Will finally be able to sleep in again.
TechShoutSearching for Discord alternatives? These are the best options for privacy, voice chat and full server control right now
Had a meeting with Tammy to go over the comms plan. Then ran the #ADHD community idea by her. With #Discord planning on requiring ID soon, I'm going to have to ditch it and my online community. I really miss when the internet was full of free online message boards and connected chatrooms. Everything is on Discord and reddit and slack etc now. I hate it.
Met Rd for brunch on Saturday and spent 4 hours together. Only felt drained after coming home and realizing how long the hangout was. Impressed with myself.
Visited parents yesterday and played cards. Alleviated the guilt of not spending enough time with them this past month.
Thom wants to meet on Saturday. Have to muster the mental energy for it. I'd really like to phase him out of my life.
Abe also wanted to meet on Saturday. Must stop staying friends with people out of #guilt.
Visited parents yesterday and played cards. Alleviated the guilt of not spending enough time with them this past month.
Thom wants to meet on Saturday. Have to muster the mental energy for it. I'd really like to phase him out of my life.
Abe also wanted to meet on Saturday. Must stop staying friends with people out of #guilt.