my shitposting braincells damaged that skill and it’s too far gone. can’t form a sentence unfortunately
also I think I have realised I don’t want to write in a professional context, which seems like it will be required of me. a dream I had since I was a little girl except not lol
POV: u realise u could be doing cooler shit
like it is nice to do things you care about!! and do them well!! add “careable” to checklist of the new day job as well
like uhhhhh I am here in this uncool building doing uncool shit that moves no one when I was having so much fun last night as well and it felt purposeful
I think why I was angry a lot when I was doing photography was that literally every night there was an event and I had to go back to work and realise over and over how criminally, aggressively uncool my day job is fr. bc I am sitting with the realisation that my day job IS criminally aggressively uncool now
wdym I was taking photos of the cool people the night before and the vibes were vibing and now I am just sat here
every time u do a gig and it’s a fun night going to the office the next day is a curse smh
the way some bitchass man just pushed thru the people in the lift. ur aura annoyed me I hope you’re late x
also just looking at the pics and DAMN the upgraded camera is INSANEEEEEEEEEEEE
