Kat Amphigorical

@katamphigorical
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Future corpse.

Peepolai! It's a weird day. Twitter being twitter and my fish died. I've also been feeling mighty salty lately and i'm hoping it's just 'cause i haven't had a drink since april 8th. I can be a mean drunk, but i am apparently meaner sober? I try not to be, but well, you know...

I'm trying to make more art to channel my frustration. So far i have created....one tshirt. With glitter glue. 😔

I wish i had a screenprinter. The cheapest i can find runs about $200. Hmph.

It's been awhile. I haven't done anything new.

I got a dog! His name is Dexter and he's a moody boy, but a good boy.

Long time, no login. Hi! So.... I asked twitter and facebook and got no answer. I'm planning a trip to Japan in the next 5-10 years and i wanna know the best time of year to go. I also wanna know where i should go besides Tokyo and Kyoto.

Any travel advice would be greatly appreciated!

I watched Zak Bagans' new documentary called Demon House last night and truth be told, it laid bare my soul to a hard truth i learned when i was 12. It is fucking me up and i have not been able to sleep since i watched it. I feel both watched and seen at the same time.

I highly recommend renting it on itunes or amazon prime. It is very very good. Very creepy. Very eerie. All too real considering my own experience.

I should be sleeping, but i'm too awake.

In the morning, i'll be a bear before coffee.

There's no winning situation here.

I keep spelling Hawking's name wrong and it's becoming like a Mandela Effect. Hasn't it *always* been spelled like that?

*sigh*

RIP Dr. Stephan Hawking. 😢
All this kinda makes me feel outta place on masto 'cause literally everyone here is an artist of some kind. I'd be a deviant. Divergent from the crowd. I guess that is a risk i'm willing to take.
The death industry interests me greatly. It requires a deep understanding of the subject matter, which in my case, having been so close to death for nearly 20 years, gives me an insight that others might not have. (That's a lot of commas, forgive me.) I feel like it's a career path destined for me. I've never felt drawn to anything before, so this is very strange to me. Yet it feels so right.
And now we fast forward to today. I am basically unemployable living month to month on disability. But since i *am* feeling so much better, i feel like my living arrangement is a farce. I feel like i should be doing something....great. Something amazing. I've been thinking about it for a year and i kept thinking about my little obsession with death and i thought.... Why not work in death care?