I don’t think my anxiety would’ve survived in the US rn given its clear trajectory into the dumbest version of militarized fundamentalist christian nationalism.

https://www.theguardian.com/us-news/2026/apr/16/hegseth-pulp-fiction-ezekiel-prayer

Music n00b question - why is the violin considered the star of the show when cello (esp live solo) is really rather more epic in emotionality 🤔

So much feelzzz

London lovessss (and now hates 🥲)
- crazy easy access painting and piano things, doing at least one of those every day 🥰

- London has a diff type of racism I think, I would say that the fetishization of asian women is worse than SF in pockets. Imagine that 😐. Getting hit on by creepy old men in art spaces is unfortunately common 😒. Time to get a fake bf or start wearing a wedding band 😵💀 or a sign that says “i’m just here to paint, please don’t talk to me”.

Alternative suggestions welcome

It’s too bad God is not into smiting anymore… the White House, o sorry i mean loser-a-lago is a ripe target for smiting…

⚡️💀

I can’t believe that is all real…

Is there such a thing as death by administrative logistic overload????

Because AaaaaagghhhHhHhHHHHHH

There’s something very healing about having emotionally matured married friends who “adopt” you 😂 …esp when your own parents are actually nuts and explicitly told you they never wanted you and you’re nothing 🫠

“Wowwww healthy relational patterns watttt” 😂

#thankful

This week has been…a lot… but London chapter sure is delivering 🇬🇧

Idly wondering what progress China is capable of if there isn’t the artificial constrain on chip access 🤔

At this point “national security interest” for export control is just code for ensuring artificial technological dominance - and frankly it seems like that’s slipping anyways 🤪

What legitimate national security concerns are there for letting them have the chips?

* self sabotage intensifies *

🫠

The last thing I need for dream life 10/10 ~ tennis club rec / good group class access

NTRP: 4.5 on a good day, 3.0 when out of shape 😅

Bougie lvl: 0 if possible 😖

Socialization requirement: ideally 0

#london 🇬🇧 #tennis

Damn

https://www.instagram.com/reel/DWyc3cmkaIa/?igsh=NTc4MTIwNjQ2YQ==