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@kameleonnn
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21 - he/him - IT student, artist, diy enthusiast, adhd-er, genderqueer trans man. UTC+1

i post a bit about books, music, my life and generally things that interest me
im mentally ill and i post about it. posts will have warnings, feel free to scroll past
#jiraidon adoptee

likesedm, rock, video games, arts & crafts
dislikesfascism, capitalism and tankies
my code!!https://codeberg.org/kameleonnn
what i code in!!C/C++, Java, PHP, HTML, CSS, SQL
also, turns out i have a bit of a reputation in my year? during english class we were supposed to do an excercise in groups of four, so the people in the row in front of me turn so we can work together and the guy said something about this being easy because i always come up with insane ideas, i have never seen this dude before in my life 😭😭
aight thats it im done with uni shit for today
I FORGOT MY MEDS TODAY THATS WHY I FEEL LIKE DOO DOO FART HHHHH IM STUPID
im tired captain (its not very bad honestly but i feel like shit)
do NOT leave me alone with my own thoughts for long i will do something stupid and extremely irresponsible
i want to stop taking my meds but thats probably a bad idea. i think i might be getting worse again so im getting stupid, potentially self-destructive ideas idk its not like im gonna be listened to by my shrink and its not like i can see her any time soon. i'm basically just getting prescription renewals and no consults. i miss my old doctor
my life is good, my meds are up but im still depressed and i can see myself getting worse again. what if they stopped working? cuz technically theyre not antidepressants, theyre anti-anxiety/anti-ocd
i miss kai

🎧️️️️ β–Έβ–Έ Nine Inch Nails - Everyday Is Exactly The Same

πŸ’¬ god if that aint relatable

is it really a nine inch nails song if there isn't random ass moaning in it? /silly