Dee in London

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#trans she/her #plural #poly

cute things and #kindness makes a nice world to live in. lived 5 decades already, doing the elder trans thing despite starting late, in MILF territory despite not being a mother.

catparent to Orphée and Persephone, listening to music (ex-industry), gaming, mucking around with Go, Rust and keeping CPUs warm (still in this industry), cycling, photography, architecture, fashion, history, philosophy, reading, astrophotography, stargazing, hiking, self-hosting... hmm, might have ADHD 👀 always tired and eepy as doing too much.

when I die I will have died of being myself, of living too hard, there's so much life to live and give. if you spread love, it comes back to you many times over. open to all forms of connection, good people enrich life

follow requests have a high approval rate, I really only reject blank profiles, AI profiles, techbros, and those who only have negativity and anger to share - as I don't want to contribute to that... share love, not hate.

Signal: dee.73

#nobot

Pronounsshe/her
Adjectiveschaotic, energetic, affectionate
HomeLondon, UK
BornCO2 330ppm
Kind wordsWelcomed
🐣2023-10-01
💊2024-03-08
🌮2026-09-18

DIY HRT is less accessible for transmasculine people due to testosterone being a controlled substance in many places. You may need to get your hands dirty and obtain it outside standard medical channels.

For injection, the options are slow-release testosterone undecanoate every 8 - 10 weeks (also known as testosterone bessins or Nebido), testosteron enanthate, and testosterone cypionate, best administered weekly.

Testosterone gel also exists; it's not something I have experience with, but it is the easiest to make from powder.

Online resources for using DIY testosterone

I've seen people complain about a lack of clear information on dosing for DIY T. It's easy to learn from training documents for medical practitioners and DIY guides.

Fransgenre DIY HRT brochures (French and English downloads): https://partagenre.fransgenre.fr/ressources/brochure-ths-en-diy
Covers dosages for T enanthate and cypionate.

For much more detail on dosing T, you want resources aimed at medical practitioners. This one has helped me in the past:

Prescription de THS à base de testostérone (FR only): https://partagenre.fransgenre.fr/ressources/formation-ths-module-3-partie-b-testo

I'm afraid I don't have an English language equivalent, but I'll actively search for one when it comes to future updates for this post, and I'd be happy to translate bits for anyone who needs it.

The diyhrt.info transmasc guide: https://diyhrt.info/transmasc/
Includes dosing and bloodwork for multiple forms and concentrations of gel and injectable T.

Their calculations for dosing at different concentrations can be particularly helpful if you're obtaining T from resources aimed at bodybuilders, as most trans guys will want to be on lower dosages than those used for muscular hypertrophy.

Self-injection

Intramuscular injection is ideal. If you're using testosterone undecanoate, you could easily be injecting 4ml at a time, so do yourself a favour and divide it between two muscles.
Here's an excellent how-to video for IM thigh injections:
www.youtube.com/watch?v=RInnhgYwal4

You can buy injection supplies in most places from Amazon or Aliexpress, or - for a wider variety of good quality equipment (although you may have to wait longer while they source it) - specialists such as www.medical-hygiene.com

I use 2ml or 3ml syringes with at 25G 13mm (orange from most brands) needle. You may need longer tips if you have a larger body.

When it comes to sharps disposable, to avoid awkward conversations at pharmacies, you may wish to use needle exchange services, which provide non-judgemental access to clean injecting equipment and safe sharps disposal for anyone who injects anything for any reason.

UK needle exchanges: https://www.exchangesupplies.org/articles/article/How_to_find_a_needle_exchange_providing_free_injecting_equipment_near_you_in_the_UK

France needle exchange by poste : https://www.safe.asso.fr/index.php/rdr-a-distance

Blood tests

Blood tests can be ordered privately from most labs if you pony up the cash. This applies in France, and I believe in the UK and most other EU countries - I'd appreciate feedback from people with experience of doing this in different parts of the world.
In France, this will cost around 40€ for the testosterone and estradiol level tests.

Ideally, get tested six weeks after changing dosage, and three or four times a year once at a stable dose. Tests should be taken close before your dose, to test the minimal T levels in your system.
You're looking for total T levels of between 10.5 and 40 nmol/L, while estradiol should be 200pmol/L or less.

Obtaining Testosterone

In a lot of places, you would have to be comfortable with breaking the law. Of course, doing these things isn't illegal in places where T isn't controlled. For the purposes of this mini guide, I will assume that you live in Bulgaria, where you are allowed to buy anabolic steroids.

Phone a friend:
In much of Europe, prescription T enanthate is supplied in single-use snap-top glass vials that contain more than most trans guys will need, and many would be happy to share.

Online shopping:
Testosterone's popularity with gym goers and its variable regulation from country to country means that there are plenty of online shopping options, such as https://roidbazaar.to/, https://www.napsgear.org/ or the various sites listed at https://steroidwiki.com/sources/ at https://diyhrt.info/transmasc/sources/ and in discussions at https://www.reddit.com/r/steroids/ - read reviews of vendors and be aware of your local laws.

Steroid homebrew: https://steroidwiki.com/articles/steroids-profiles/198-ultimate-steroid-homebrewing-guide.html

#HRT #testosterone #DIY_HRT #TransDIY #TransmascDIY

Brochure THS en DIY - partagenre

It’s not just an aesthetic, It’s a lifestyle!
Keep Furry Weird!!!

This whole picture is a photo!

It's a view of the sky through a 6-meter-wide hole at the top of James Turrell's huge new installation called The Dome. The light inside this dome keeps changing - and so does the color of the sky, as the day goes by. When you look at a colored disk on a colored background, both colors affect how the disk looks.

"Outside, the Danish evening sky was a mottled gray. But to the viewers gazing up through the opening inside the huge dome that is the American artist James Turrell’s latest creation, the sky was a flat circle of pure color that morphed seamlessly from cobalt blue to teal green, to a yolk-like yellow and back to blue. With each cycle, the colors grew subtly deeper, gradually reaching an intensity that compelled several visitors to lie down directly below the aperture, as if waiting for the mothership to beam them home."

Quote from Lisa Abend at the New York Times (gift link): https://www.nytimes.com/2026/06/19/arts/james-turrell-aros-aarhus.html?unlocked_article_code=1.rlA.jTIJ.r9iQQbaM_4d2&smid=url-share

This dataviz is just amazing https://visquill.com/gallery/uk-a1

I have ideas but am keen to know what already exists.

Does anyone know of decentralised networks that are fully client/server binaries that you run locally (laptop, phone, etc).

Things it should do:

  • Discover peers, as well as connect to named peers
  • Be messaging and timeline
  • Be secure
  • Be reasonably rich in moderation tools

Things I'd like to add:

  • Trust layers based on "real life verified" "friend of real life verified", etc... allowing totally unverified connections but indicating degrees of connection
  • Zero centralised infra, nothing even on a primary domain... just download the software from a mirror and go

A bit Napster for social media I guess.

Are there such things?

my cat just gave me the most impressive unimpressed sideeye.

I woke at 4am and haven't fed her yet, and she is not amused.

Finland has more than 700 libraries for a population of 5.6 million, offering everything from podcast studios and 3D printing to tennis rackets and swimming pool passes.
According to Vänttinen, the most borrowed items after books in Helsinki libraries are spaces: rooms that can be pre-booked, free of charge, to meet, study, hold political discussions or make music. Among portable items, board games and console games top the list.
https://www.bbc.com/future/article/20260618-the-weird-and-wonderful-libraries-of-finland
Not just books - how renting a sewing machine from the library can improve democracy

Finland's libraries are increasingly being valued not by how many books they lend, but how they help societies function.

BBC
I have spent the evening researching planetariums... does anyone have a spare few million pounds so I can build a 12m wide dome and install a full Zeiss system? thx

星の村天文台の空に昇る天の川🌌

#東京カメラ部 #tokyocameraclub #田村市 #星の村天文台

just me wanting to audit my 1password logins, there's over 1.2k and some of them must be dead.

I'm having an AI do this chore for me, use the 1password CLI and find all logins and check the DNS for existence ignoring phone logins, etc.

that found 43 NXDOMAINs that I verified and then deleted.

more fun is parked domains... how to find these? look at the final DNS destination and TLS certs? but this only found another 10 or so.

HTTP scrape them all!

and this is where it gets fun... I haven't worked at Cloudflare for a while, but I do know enough to know I need curl to look like Firefox or Chrome... down to header order and capitalisation, TLS cipher selected, everything.

so now I have Claude building a very convincing fake headless browser so I can scrape the landing pages and find parked domains.

I've found another 6 parked domains and 4 more dormants now.

this is a silly amount of effort, but I really wanted my move to 1password to start with as clean a vault as it could be.