👯‍♀️ two of the X-Men, having a telepathic conversation

Good morning, monsters.
Creating art is hard, challenging, difficult and tricky! I suffer pain due to a psychological bifurcation of my creativity. I started with one thing, moved to a second thing, never abandoned the first thing. While remaining one singular individual. My mind flips back and forth between the two main states. Ideally, I could become two separate entities like Jamie Madrox and do both things at once. Unfair that this is not an option.
-Ayo