Fighting the urge to delete or abandon all my socials as always because I feel like I'm annoying and no one wants me around.
Especially since I'm a selfshipper, no one wants to see that.
And thing is I always liked self-indulgence and I can't really help it, I feel like I'm not me if I don't create my silly little S/Is, selfships, art and fics, it's part of me.
Cringe culture and being bullied over liking such things when I was younger fucked me up badly :(