holy shit y'all, I got a second interview for that local network engineer spot I nailed the interview on recently

was just about to write that one off to overconfidence

I'll keep you updated

man, animals know; this dude didn't give one shit about me as I passed within half a meter

#Gaia 🌍🖤

this song always used to pick me up as a kid 🖤

https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=ZHwVBirqD2s

y'all are gonna think I'm dumb, but I was crying over a spider

you see, I saw one in my shower pan yesterday and thought it looked dead, but then I saw it outside my shower and thought, you better find a good spot, or kitty will get you

early this morning, I saw it in a puddle in my shower pan again, and thought, it's drowned, so I blew on it, and it rolled across the shower pan, not moving, I started crying, because I should have put it out yesterday, but I couldn't deal with the corpse, so I left it for later

kitty was crying, and got me to turn the lav faucet on for her, I had to pee, so I sat down, and looked at the shower, the spider was in a new drop of water in another spot, so again I blew it out of the water with my breath, it then moved, so I rescued it with an piece of tissue and placed it in my window too recuperate, at will

😭😭😭

my tummy really hurts y'all

the stress of being sidelined, amidst so much turmoil, is fuckin me up

I feel like I did as a kid, when we struggled to pay our bills, and found ourselves evicted, and I could do nothing about it