I find it weird that people complain about "having" to pay for a thousand different subscriptions to watch what they want. You know what that's called? It's called choice, you can choose what you want to pay for and what not. Would you rather there only be 1 subscription that's $250/month for everything? Because we used to live in that world, it was called cable TV, and there were no other options... besides rabbit ears.

Half the battle with making music is coming up with something that sounds fucking amazing, and not wanting to ruin it. So I made something I like a whole lot and it runs just over 2 minutes, but it really feels more like a prelude or an intro to a longer piece and I kind of don't know how to continue it or what should come next. I might try to embellish it and make it sound more full with a guitar lead and some percussion, but it absolutely is not a complete song.

Holy shit, Tiny Tina's Wonderlands is free with Amazon Prime rn. Just claimed it. It is an Epic Games store key. Also, Crysis Remastered Trilogy is on GOG and on sale. I don't know about 2 and 3, but Crysis 1 is one of my favorite story driven scifi fps games. I regularly replay it, maybe once every few years, I'll do a complete run. The quality falls dramatically in Crysis 2, and I haven't played 3 yet, but I hear people liked it more than 2. I would also recommend the OG EA Crysis on GOG

I guess the term "masking" is accurate to use, but I have found myself doing it more and more as I've gotten older, but sometimes I feel like... does it even matter? The reason is because I have learned that people don't like it when you're blunt, they perceive passion as anger, and basic observation as insult. I think maybe, I've been spending too much time without actually interacting with people IRL and I'm losing that masking skill. And the interactions I do have, I might as well not.

hwat in tarnation, Nintendo is selling a Metroid duffle bag... it's $100. I wonder how many people actually buy the weird ass merch they sell. Like, I understand apparel, I understand mugs, keychains, posters but a bright metallic orange and yellow duffle bag is... questionable.

In the past few weeks I have gotten progressively more stressed about my financial situation. I have several, maybe a dozen, months left of funds and credit to stretch it out, but I really need to either get hired or start making money full time somehow. I just can't take a part time job yet. I think I can in about a month though. I never expected to find work within a few months, but I'm approaching a year now, I did anticipate this might happen so I still have time to figure it all out.