Yesterday overall was great but just short before closing there was this... Thing.
A person I like said: "why would you work in the industry (Siemens) and vote for the green party. So stupid to vote for something that destroys jobs "
And at that moment I disassociated with reality and just wanted to end my life. I don't know if I can handle this anymore. I seem to live in a completely different reality than others.
The fucking cdu/SPD over the last 20 years destroyed the wind energy industry in Germany. The solar industry and the top 10% destroyed a lot of small company's inventions by ignoring the future... Like... We sure COULD be leading in battery technology. If the stupid car industry would have cared...
And I really don't know how to do this anymore. I just start ignoring everything because it hurts so much.