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@Takotea
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I'd like to get into cosplay.
But
I'm old, insecure, unsure about people and confused about my own preferences.

It's really hard to meet new people and start different adventures when home is always the easy option.

#cosplay

@futuredrstevie thank you. I think it is a accumulation & culmination of my EUPD thought patterns, including not being heard, fear of abandonment. I could say there has been "evidence" but realistically not enough to justify worry/thoughts. It's easy to pretend to be just concerned for the other person, whereas really there's something lacking in me, playing on my mind. That's not to say that I am not concerned for the wellbeing of this person, because I am it's just misplaced in this instance

How can you differentiate between a feeling that something is wrong (between you and someone else) and your mind just creating drama because that's what it does?

#mentalhealth #psychology #bpd #eupd #relationships

I've just heard about Morita Therapy. The overviews I've read seems to resonate but anyone got views on it?
#moritatherapy #anxiety #eupd #bpd
Two neighbourhood girls asked me why my hair was short, so I asked them why theirs was long. Their response? "It's natural for girls hair to be long"
Gender norms are so ingrained, it's sad. And, more personally, I'm not going to be seen as anything other than a she round here.
#nonbinary #gender #gendernorms #genderdysphoria
My 2 favourite #anime don't seem to have reached a good audience here in the UK meaning getting merch or even the manga is annoying and expensive.
I want #theApothecaryDiaries and #theAncientMagusBride stuff!!!! 🤣

I mourn the losses
Those little changes
That strike me so hard
But seem to go unnoticed
Or, at least, never mentioned.
At that moment I lose a friend
And, even though I gain another,
I have to learn them all again.
I must force myself to trust
These new rules.
Hold back my needs because I know
They are too
Much

#eupd #bpd #friendship

Mahito's true shape is Frieza with a mask.

#jujutsukaisen #dragonballSuper #frieza #mahito

I'm back to reading She and her Cat by Makoto Shinkai and Naruki Nagakawa. Such a beautifully written book. There is something about Japanese cat stories.
I hadn't realised that Makoto Shinkai is the createor of Suzume, which I recently watched and enjoyed. I like those little links.

#makotoShinkai #narukiNagakawa #sheAndHerCat #anime #suzume #japaneseCatBooks

@japonica clothes shopping is something that causes me such anxiety. Hugs for going through it today, hope you find something next time. 💜