god if i was able to go back in time to meet my child or teen self i would feel so much second hand embarrassment-
like; "oh yeah you're going to figure out your trans and non-binary in the future!
but also you're going to have the WORST preferences for fictional men, just because you thought it would be funny if you shipped one of your original characters with Waluigi.
at least you'll have more noticeable attraction to cute woman! have fun with that! see ya!"
and just never see them again-





