You look at me and laugh.
You tell yourself that I am pathetic.
You crack some jokes.
You take a grin.
While you know, that you can never have the courage, will and might to pull that off.

You are so afraid of the world, that you are unable to show your respect that you have for me, showing myself to the world, for all to see.

And with every laughter, with every joke,
I get stronger and stronger.

In the end, it will not even matter...

You are just weak and I'm sorry for you.

Lerne neue Menschen kennen.
Mag neue Menschen
Verbringe ein wenig Zeit mit neuen Menschen.
Möchte mehr Zeit mit neuen Menschen.
Versuche das neuen Menschen zu erklären.

Neue Menschen möchten keinen Kontakt mehr.

Will go to bed.

Fuck you world!
May you burn to the grounds while I try to sleep.

Let's start over tomorrow, again, but ... nicer...

Ich will nicht mehr..

Morgens direkt von einem Anruf geweckt werden von einem "Freund" der einem direkt Frauen verachtendes Verhalten an den Kopf wirft.

Ich will einfach nicht mehr. Ausräumen war mit der Nennung einer Zahl schnell möglich, aber ich will nicht mehr.

Wieso ich?
Ich wollte nur gefallen, nur das Beste und tollste für jemanden.

Ich will nicht mehr...

When I ask for help, would you come?
When I ask for what I need, would you give it?
When I ask for your honesty, would you be?

The answer to all of this is, that you just can't. Unable to help, give, be.

Today will be a hard day... I have to ask my CEO why I was mentioned as "Mr." In an internal letter while I declared myself at registration as an "It" .

Guess I will run again against a brick wall, but hey, if anyone can do it, then me.

Fun fact:

None of the customers have a problem with me, people like me, or think I'm unprofessional, regardless of my style or my hair color.

Well...