Maybe i need to see a therapist or something
how i am supposed to feel safe. I'm so scared
idk what's real anymore. I have the disturbing feeling of not being in a real life ? That i'm a fictional character and nothing really matters. I could stab myself and the next day i would wake up like nothing happened. Part is saying the contrary of course but it's the quiest and the coldest part. The loudest part, wich want to see me dead is vivid like a child I can't contain. This part wants to burst and put everything I've achieved on fire. I'm so scared but also so numb rn
can't say hi properly tho each time i'm about to burst 💀💀💀💀
i'm kinda lost rn idk how to talk to people anymore