So after a whole year of no sex, and only starting to #masturbate a month ago, seems like I have #erectiledisfunction, but sometimes I'm able to get off. So I finally decided to buy a "pocket pussy". I named it "Tamantha". What else should a 64 year old do after a year of no sex, the inability of finding a woman in #Houston & the damn Covid thing don't help either.

I call this one "Fantasy"... since its my fantasy to go to some "nudist" place or be really adventurous and go to a "swinger's club" out in the country somewhere. But alas, I'd have to get an Rx for Viagra. 😞

Photos of Marilyn Monroe by Sir Cecil Beaton

I never thought of it this way, but it makes sense to me.

rene descartes, unfortunately one of THE MOST ignored philosopher of all time. WHY? well, one reason is his "is it real or is it a dream" philosophy, and also, the one statement which MOST philosophers and people think is stupid, this is so, because they DON'T understand it...

i love #classicrock & lost all my #albums over the years do to all sorts of shit. two of my favorite album cover arts (i have a LOT of favs) has always been ELO and Boston...

oh glory, my birthday today. last year's bd was odd, Evil Twin sometimes there, my wife there. now i have NOBODY, i am fucking alone & my family and whatever friends i have, well, they aren't here. even my wife has a friend, hmpth, but i don't...so isn't that unfair???
happy muthafuckering birthday to me!

in #WestSacramento #California there is a #Tibetan monastery, i'm not sure how long its been there, or when it got there. it's located in an old hotel with little cabins, and the grounds are fantastic. i always meant to go there, to learn, become enlightened, but i never went. there was also one in #Stockton, which i wanted to go to, but didn't MAYBE i will finally go to one here in #Houston, just to see if i can find some peace from this chaos

You don't actually realize how alone & lonely you are until you go to a large park where there are families and couples milling around. Discovery Green in Houston at the "Singing Fountain"