AggravAce 

@IshidaSado
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27yo #ActuallyAutistic redhead with some temper issues, but a heart of gold✨💜💕
She/they afab demigirl🏳️‍⚧️ Aegosexual bi-romantic sapphic🏳️‍🌈 In a relationship💞

✍️🎨Hoping to draw and write more. Will take requests for short stories and basic sketches if I know the characters ✨just ask✨✍️🎨

⚠️Warning: Nuance, ADHD, depression, and anxiety make their home in my neurodiverse brain. I have an opinion on everything!⚠️

For my Dead Dove 🔞🪦🕊 NSFW thoughts & works, follow my account here @Aku
Current FandomsArcane/ HQ♦️/ DHMIS/ Bojack/TOH
Birth year1995
SexualityAego bi-lesbian (semi demi?)
Gender & pronounsAut- Agender Demigirl (she/they)
Show threadAggravAce Apr 28, 2023

So many things including anxiety, deep depression, multiple extended existential crisis, ADHD boreouts, forgetfulness & resistance to schedules, Autistic sensitivity to bristles & the clean feeling of teeth, has contributed to the downfall of my dental Hygiene & health.

As I feared, I was scolded by the dentist & told to brush more often. I didn't want to explain any of my many difficulties so I just said "ok" in the most ashamed tone... 0/10 do not recommend this life or these problems.

Show threadAggravAce Apr 28, 2023
There's not a second that goes by that I'm not feeling this change in my mouth space to the maximum degree possible. I have a thick tongue & TMJ on top of my autistic sensitivity, which only serves to make everything so much worse. I've layed awake every night since the extractions trying to find a comfortable spot for my tongue. No luck.
AggravAce Apr 28, 2023

#Autistic mouth sensitivity and dental hygiene don't mix well. I just had two teeth pulled and I keep trying to swallow my back tooth because there's a gap in front of it now. I keep thinking there's food in my mouth because my tongue brushes against it differently. Saying "s" sounds is frustrating af because my tongue defaults to press against that gap to fill the space. It's actually a living nightmare.

#actuallyautistic #AuDHD #ASDHygiene

AggravAce Feb 23, 2023
Andrew MillerFeb 16, 2023
I’m listening to #ASMR right now and just got my ears absolutely blasted by an ad. I wish there was a lower ad volume option or something while watching ASMR, or even better ads that *are* ASMR.
AggravAce Feb 23, 2023
Listening to #ASMR tonight 
Show threadAggravAce Feb 23, 2023
What matters here is that we have respect for each others view of art. We cant force ppl to separate the art from the artist, but we can't force ppl to give up the art that they've made their own on such a personal and deep level either. The art that inspired them, that changed the course of their life and molded them into who they are today. You can't force or shame ppl into giving up smth thats attached to their soul & become a part of them, or a piece of their soul will be ripped out with it.
Show threadAggravAce Feb 23, 2023

If you are a person who views art through the lens of the creator, as a record and time capsule of the artists existence, thoughts and being, then it may not be possible for you to separate (or even understand how anyone could sperate) and that's ok.

If you view art as the sum of the interpretation of the individual viewer, then you'd be more likely to separate the art from the artist. And that's ok too.

7/?

Show threadAggravAce Feb 23, 2023

Do I decide to let go of & condemn the book bc the writers intentions for were simply self indulgent fictional murder of autistic ppl? Or do I separate the art from the artist because the interpretation is MINE and it shaped my life even inspiring me to do good for my community?

The answer is... either.

6/?

Show threadAggravAce Feb 23, 2023

I log onto Twitter and the author of the book is showing their true colors, calling Autistic ppl the "r" word, saying that they need ABA and denouncing them as "brainless" Even suggesting they should be killed.

What do I do?

This book meant the world to me. As a piece of art, I was inspired by my interpretation. I felt every last word on the pages to my core, and they didn't feel like... this. They didn't feel dirty.

5/?

Show threadAggravAce Feb 23, 2023

I dedicate my life to fighting for autistic rights and for autistic ppl to be seen as normal human beings. I put so much good into the world simply because I felt that this book was making a strong & important point. Because this book inspired me to act with the masterful way it was written.

Then one day I find out the truth.

4/?