Green Roc Thoughts

@GreenRoc
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"Yes, I am autistic. No really. This is not a joke." ~me

What am I doing on Mastodon?
I speak honestly, in a world where the primary language seems to be lies. I hope for acceptance of neurodifferent minds worldwide.

What I type about?
Mostly my autism, which is cerified at level 2 social interaction.

CW Content Warning:
Contains politics, cusswords, trauma, etc

Location:
Somewhere in America (not my choice)

Profile Picture DescriptionSleeping human face wearing mask + hat
Multiple DisabilitiesAutism, biPolar, Dyspraxia, FMS+more
PronounsShe/they/idc (female at birth)
Why Do I Post Negatives?I'm a Realist. Maybe I have "Reactive Attatchment Disorder"
Green Roc ThoughtsFeb 10

I did this recenty. Theme is "Ark Survival - Lost Colony"

Followers may please help me with alt text

Green Roc ThoughtsDec 25

My xmas daydreams, if only there was a family gathering where "tam" wasnt in a position to boss me around because she is often the hostess.

And family wont let me discuss why I stay away.

I miss seeing some cousins and especially grandma.

Sad ness is xmas here.

Green Roc ThoughtsDec 22

I would love to do lineart and coloring for a living.

I dont create my own "pose" the stick figure, the orientation and collage of what part goes where... I am good at tracing, at filling in the lines, of working with other's visual generations.

Here let me share and feel like I am a crappy alt texter because words are my handicap. #Alt4Me

Draw time: 5 hours. I tracing a game screenshot... It's a rough piece, lines need refining,which I can do, I'd fill in the gaps and smooth out blurbs.

Green Roc ThoughtsDec 17

Well...

This is feeling ableist.

I'm too slow.

Show threadGreen Roc ThoughtsDec 15

An accumulation of despair insults, peer pressure technical troubles and a whole childhood of disscuragmenet of "not a real job" with artwork, slowly cascaded me into eventualy giving up drawing.

Sure I could be prfessional, but one deathknell is when Butch Hartman said to ping him artwork, he never responded to the best piece I ever did.

I guess he thought it was too good to be legit fan art.

And peer pressure to provide alt text, when I suck at translation, futher killed my muse
#alt4me

Green Roc ThoughtsDec 15

I'm so thrilled, my artwork made it into the weekly newsletter for my favorite video game!

https://survivetheark.com/index.php?/articles.html/community-crunch-488-aureliax-the-scales-of-judgment-r2515/

Green Roc ThoughtsNov 18

Well I am sure I put a star on one I had replied to...

Really really?????

Sigh.

Broken code. again and again and again and

Green Roc ThoughtsNov 16

Most recent doodle..

Quetzalcotalus, or something spelled like that
I can alt text, if I feel sharing images is worth the spoons I spend on translating visual to text, which is very VERY difficult for me to translate.

Green Roc ThoughtsNov 15

Emotional Processing (inspired by @gwynnion ) I drawed my lost stuffie today.

I still miss her. So much of my life was broken, because my parents rush caused her to fall out of my hands.

Show threadGreen Roc ThoughtsNov 15

Comes in different water colors at different times at the virtual day.

I love this so much, my own design in game, I gave in to share here!

I will alt text, which is super hard for me with a social interaction deficit... But this is important enough.

p.s. I believe Alt Text should be mandatory.
It isnt easy for everyone.