I retook my ACT and got a lower score. I hate my life. At least I'm going to a two year first tho

I'm not fully comfortable with my sexuality tbh. My family is so judgemental and be like "you can't be bi! You're suppose to like men only!" I can't help it, it's like my family is in the back of my head and controls me. At least it's safe here.

im going to be studying abroad in New Zealand 🇳🇿! What's it like there?

I think my relationship with my mamma is failing and falling apart. I'm in foster care now so I don't get to see her. I'm seeing her get married in August. I'm happy for her, but I'm afraid of her. I love her as a mama but hate her as a person. She's the reason I was suicidal and depressed. I keep hearing her voice when I'm alone saying all those terrible things about me. I know I'm not a bitch, an "it", and think I'm better than everyone, but it hurts because why would mama say that?

"POC artists"
"POC characters"
"POC..."
No, no! You say Characters of color, artists of color, officers of color, etc. saying POC before everything just sounds like... I don't know, it just sounds weird. Like you only read these things off of tumblr and don't really... say it or actually use it? I don't think I explained that right, but still.