i think it's neat how every time i make something i get a little better at making things, and every time you rent the ability to make things from a slop machine you get a little worse at making things. imagine how talented we'll both be after a few years of this :3
@aeva i burned out years back, and have been spending deliberate time in working through code problems to get my brain power back, pulling stuff apart, drawing structures out on paper, shutting myself in quiet spaces, writing down the simplest todo lists sometimes in order to beat the brainfog. i don't care if i only get marginally better, "just asking for things because it's the future" _is_ a form of giving up for me