I miss taking the bus. I miss being in busy spaces with lots of people. I miss strangers. I miss colors and sounds. I miss being with and near lots of other humans. I miss crowd chatter noises. I miss unpredictability, I miss living in a city. I miss being able to afford to be in a city. I miss not having to plan my entire life around avoiding crowded busy situations which I honestly freaking loved.


#born-to-be-social-forced-to-isolate #booooo

I want to go to a concert and feel like a million people pushing past me and singing and screaming next to me and sharing air and energy and personal space and substances. This is never going to happen to me again, I'm going to scream.


#covid #at-least-i-made-the-best-(worst)-out-of-my-20s #i-mean-i-really-did #but-still