And one more side note before I go to bed... I have a serious crush on a woman I know. Only problems are, she doesn't know I'm trans, and I don't know what her sexuality is. So... I don't know if I have a chance there, or if I shouldn't get my hopes up.

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I want to ask her out or tell her she's oh so pretty and sweet, but with my current mental state + being somewhere on the aromantic spectrum, I don't know that I could do a relationship justice right now. And I also don't want to risk losing our still blossoming friendship for nothing.

2/?

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So, IDK what to do? I will always at least be her friend, but I don't want to throw away my shot, to see someone else get her first. Also, I would additionally feel bad about getting with someone else after I broke up with my boyfriend last year cuz I felt I couldn't handle a relationship at the time.

3/?

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So I don't want to seem like I am just turning around and being with someone else, as if he wasn't good enough already. Plus, he is a real sweetie too, and we are still friends, so I don't want to ruin that. Might seem like a betrayal, you know? But, then again, maybe I am overthinking this, as always.

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