It took years for me to start healing from relationship betrayals & years of lies from someone I used to believe I'd spend rest of my life with. That contributed to not wanting to date any other white guys for the rest of my life. The traumas one person left me to recover from was immense.

[ I ripped your heart out from your chest
Replaced it with a grenade blast

Incinerate, incinerate
Incinerate, incinerate

The firefighters hose me down
I don't care, I'll burn out anyhow
It's for alarm, girl, nothing to see
Hear the sirens come for me, ooh-ooh-ooh, yeah

You dosed my soul with gasoline
You flicked a match into my brain

Incinerate, incinerate
Incinerate, incinerate

The firefighters are so nice
I remember you so cold as ice
Now flames are licking at your feet
Sirens come to put me out of misery, oh

You wave your torch into my eyes
Flamethrower lover, burning mind

Incinerate, incinerate
Incinerate, incinerate
Incinerate, incinerate
Incinerate, incinerate. ]

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Sonic Youth - Incinerate

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[ The key is so distant
I've opened doors
Know when to listen
Know what to listen for, yeah

The shelf in the room
Has been the way
Of holding me
And letting me stay

Kick me out
Let me go (go)
I don't belong here no more
A releasing sense
Of getting tired
Hold myself
I can't hold myself

The shelf in the room
Has been the way
Of holding me
And letting me stay
The shelf in the room
Has been so true
I can hide in the shelf in the room

Holding out (holding out)
Never hold in (never holding out)
Holding out (holding out, never hold)
Holding out (holding out)
Never hold in (never holding out)
Holding out (holding out, never hold)

Know when to listen
Know what to listen for
Believe in resistance
Don't let them tell you anymore
Is there anyway (no)
To get away? (No)
Ask myself
While I stay inside, yeah

The shelf in the room
Has been the way
Of holding me
And letting me stay
The shelf in the room
Has been so true
I can hide in the shelf in the room, yeah

Holding out (holding out)
Never hold in (never holding out)
Holding out (holding out, never hold)
Holding out (holding out)
Never hold in (never holding out)
Holding out (holding out, never hold)

Holding out, never hold in
Holding out, never hold in
Holding out, never hold
Holding out, never hold in
Holding out, never hold in
(Holding out, never hold)

The key is so distant
I've closed my doors
The shelf in the room
Is rain waiting to pour ]

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Days Of The New - Shelf In The Room

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