SleepyCatten (Joint Pain Arc)

~5 mg (~0.10 mL; 50 mg/mL concentration) estradiol enanthate injected intramuscularly into the vastus lateralis in our left thigh using our Union Medico auto-stabber and a 25 mm 25G TotalDose low dead space needle 💉🩹

Per usual, used the IM method we learnt from the Plume guide. Got a perfect spot tonight: no pain going in or out, despite us being emotionally and mentally exhausted. Teeny spot o' blood, but quickly wiped and covered with a medical plaster.

Did it to this EP by Mekaloton.

No joy out of doing the injection tonight though. No euphoria. Just... nothing.

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Third Rail, by mekaloton

3 track album

mekaloton
Feb 20 at 6:32pmWeb
Show threadSym (public node) Feb 20
@SleepyCatten 
Show threadLou 🏳️‍⚧️Feb 21

@SleepyCatten
> No joy out of doing the injection tonight though. No euphoria. Just... nothing.

Yeah, same for me yesterday… relief after having failed 4 times or Thursday, but that's all… I wasn't even looking forward to it this week :-/

Show threadMux2000 (exfoliating)Feb 21
@SleepyCatten
Supremely good girl ❤️
Show threadcool ass frutiger aero melon with headphonesFeb 28
@SleepyCatten i'm sorry but this message tail out of context was like a .50 BMG between my eyes i am scattered
Show threadSleepyCatten (Joint Pain Arc)Feb 28

@cyanidesunrise

Sorry 😅

Without doing something like putting an image first, even if it's a single pixel dot, links will show up as previews unless you disable it 🥺

We wish there were an option under the Markdown options to prevent image previous for a shared link, regardless of the viewer's settings, but there doesn't seem to be such a thing.

Show threadcool ass frutiger aero melon with headphonesFeb 28
@SleepyCatten i did not say it was a bad thing, the implication of mekaloton getting femhrt or femhrt being mekaloton is positively devious
Show threadSleepyCatten (Joint Pain Arc)Feb 28

@cyanidesunrise Oh! Apologies for the confusion there 😅🤦‍♀️

We don't know anything really about mekaloton, other than that they're tagged as being Canadian.

They come off absolutely as neurospicy, burnt out, and possibly some form of trans+ / enby fem, but we could just be projecting.

Then again, we're AuDHD, and we do spot patterns.

We were not surprised when the Misfile comic creator finally came as out trans+ fem of some kind, and we were super happy to see that she has chosen a neonymn / rebirthname. She's now Haley Hazelton 

Show threadcool ass frutiger aero melon with headphonesFeb 28
@SleepyCatten there is a surprise if you join his discord guild and whether that surprise is pleasant or upsetting depends entirely on how insane you are
Show threadSleepyCatten (Joint Pain Arc)Feb 28

@cyanidesunrise

Didn't even know mekaloton had a Discord server. Couldn't find any personal info at all anywhere, actually.

We wouldn't want to join any new servers now anyways, given the way Discord is going.

We don't use the word "insane" (historical reasons), but we do have multiple diagnosed "disorders" that fall under chapter 6 of ICD-11 ("Mental, behavioural or neurodevelopmental disorders"), with many more awaiting formal diagnoses, so... yeah...

We'd also probably want to avoid such spaces anyway. There's too much of a sense of familiarity of seeing ourselves as a "guy who just happens to prefer girl avatars" that would be like retraumatising ourselves 😅🩷

ICD-11 for Mortality and Morbidity Statistics

Show threadcool ass frutiger aero melon with headphonesFeb 28
@SleepyCatten see to you it's potential retraumatization to me it's like smelling blood in the water
Show threadSleepyCatten (Joint Pain Arc)Feb 28

@cyanidesunrise

OH! Are you think egg hatching then?

If so, has anybody linked mekaloton to things like:

  • F1NN5TER coming out as genderfluid
  • The Gender Dysphoria Bible
  • r/traaaaaaannnnnnnnnns2
  • OneTopic reading trans+ memes

etc.?

Show threadcool ass frutiger aero melon with headphonesFeb 28
@SleepyCatten the repression is likely not gender-bound and specifics of the surprise would render "influence through exposure" ineffective anyways
Show threadSleepyCatten (Joint Pain Arc)Feb 28

@cyanidesunrise

Ah. In that case then, maybe it's best we don't know, we're guessing? 🥺🩷

Show threadmszegedyFeb 28
@SleepyCatten wait what. the author of misfile came out as trans? that's HUGE. it was my favourite trans comic in the late 00s (sorry el goonish shive), and ash was a major influence on the characters of my own story, especially my protagonist. fuck, misfile taught me how to wear clothes. and what's inside cars. i owe so much to that webcomic. this occasion must be celebrated somehow
Show threadSleepyCatten (Joint Pain Arc)Feb 28

@mszegedy

Read under this comic for coming out:
https://www.misfile.com/hell-high/31824

And this art for name change:
https://www.misfile.com/hell-high/11626

Misfile - Hell High - 3/18/24

School is tough. School is tougher when your immortal soul depends on graduation.

Show threadSleepyCatten (Joint Pain Arc)Feb 28

@mszegedy

If you read Girly too, funny thing there...

Show threadmszegedyMar 1
@SleepyCatten now we just need the grrlpowercomic.com guy to become self-aware about those rants below each comic about how much they think about being a woman. though they haven't done that in like over a year so idk. not really my call, to diagnose people with Gender.

for some reason misfile.com is inaccessible from my location. i wonder what exciting dns problem this is due to. i had to use tor.