@punishmenthurts hahaha yeah 'brutally cold' means different things at the end of an ice age than in the midst of one, does it not? idt thats contrarianism, thats just... pointing out a logical flaw? which i dont think is inherently wrong, because its just... true? like, you aren't trying to be mean or contrarian but the way they are communicating just isnt well/fully thought through or maybe truthy/coherent enough for you lol

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ty 💜
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but it seems to be progressive, the more I chase my own mind the worse people look 😬💜

@punishmenthurts what do you mean, if you dont mind me asking? like, the more you try to understand yourself the less you become understood? OH or the less you understand others?

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yes, my divergence seems to be ongoing, normal people look less normal and more screwed up to me every day
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I mean, they're not getting better, but my perception of them is getting worse faster than they are. And yes, it's getting more and more clear that they can't ever understand me.

@punishmenthurts in other words, i dont think YOU are the problem, nature literally thrives off diversity. thats how we get to evolution. this 'social script' we are told to play doesnt align with allowing for that. idt thats an us problem, i think we just need to drop the unnecessary script lmao it is kinda screwed up to keep maintaining the status quo at this point when things are just like... not okay?? wtf? nts would be like oh well, hows the weather? lmaoooo yeah, that IS fucked up

@punishmenthurts srry this thought wont stop lol sticking to the script is just... lying to ourselves? why is it okay to perpetuate that? why is it seen as us being weird when we are just trying to be honest about what we are seeing??? maybe we dont use the right words to communicate our thoughts but like... if we all come in with good intentions, no need for scripts, no need for lying, no need for anything other than just allowing the other person to exist as they are. why wouldnt ppl want tht?

@punishmenthurts AND HOW IS THAT NOT MORE EVOLUTIONARILY ADVANTAGEOUS??? ok im done shouting to the void lol sorry

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I get it, no problem.
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Thing is, they have taken control, the only selective pressure there is anymore for nearly all humans, the only environmental factor that can matter for our survival and our evolution is human authority.
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Weirdly, evolution is the power behind this fuckup. But the point is, it’s what’s operating - and they don’t believe in it. They insist on their stupid Human Nature instead. it’s an impossible bind. 💜
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#ND #ActuallyAutistic @autistics

@punishmenthurts yeah its typically nts in positions of power, but if we look at their actual psyche, its not 'typical' according to nature. Nature shares resources, selects for diversity, becomes stronger through interconnection. the nt way of greed and exploitation and self-serving is none of those things. its not natural to me, idk. like, i can't keep to the script because its just not my human nature, i want to be open, honest, loving, but i can't be because i get taken advantage of 1/2

@punishmenthurts 2/2 so yeah, they built the systems, but doesnt mean we have to just.. live with that, idk. there are predators in the forest, but its the mycelia underground that is actually keeping the forest alive and robust, the predators are but one part of that ecosystem. idk. ITS NOT HUMAN NATURE TO BE SELF SERVING and i will die on that because it doesnt fit the broader pattern of nature itself. and humans are but animals afterall lol btw ty, i am loving this dialogue. i appreciate you

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same 💜

@punishmenthurts haha ty for listening 💜 im glad theres this space for us to communicate here. it was very isolating and lonely on the other parts of the internet lol this dialogue would have been shut down so hard because nts just... dont wanna hear it yet. but like, i dont see a point in muting ourselves for their comfort. its doing more harm than good at this point. act/intend/speak with love, and if someone is hurt by that, maybe they have some internal stuff they need to work through. idk.

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Yeah. I do think they’ll pass laws and kill me for it. What I was typing when that reply came through:
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honestly, I go back and forth beyween this scientific and saintly, “it’s neurotype, they’re not lying,” and, “all
they fucking do is lie, lie, lie, take a break for some violence, and then lie some more.” If it’s all type, then neurotype is just impossible to understand, like quantum shit. 💜

@punishmenthurts but if we look at the actual neurology it brings us back to the pruning point. nts go through a significantly higher pruning growing up that nds. maybe thats them shedding their nd-ness to conform to the 'approved' neural pathways. i mean, when nts take psychadelics and have a transformative experience, its reawakening those shut off pathways, bridging connections they kept themselves from seeing. then what? they completely change. become more in accordance with true 'nature'

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Ha - if it were us, it would be all these "areas of brain damage," but it's them so it's "regularly scheduled pruning" 😂
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I can draw the parallel, I can see just what got pruned and it's basically everything but their social business and authority.
I'm all about punishment and punitive abuse - and the cult of punishment turns the world upside down, Bad is good - hurt someone, that's supposed to make them better. Their morality is, that when someone does something wrong, they hurt them, because hurting people isn't on the list of things that are wrong, it's on the Good list.
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So there was normal, primal, basic morality where if you love something, you DON'T hurt it - and then they introduce this trick, Bad makes Good - and now Bad is Good and carries the physical force of punishment behind it, and the old, normal morality is forced out - so 85% of the brain must be shut down, that's the pruning.
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Good Lady, and I think I'm going to explain anything to them after that, don't I?
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What an idiot. 😜
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#ND #ActuallyAutistic @autistics

@punishmenthurts HAHAHA SO THEY JUST CANT HELP THAT THEY DONT UNDERSTAND US, THEYVE JUST BEEN 'PRUNED' AND PHYSICALLY CANT ATM lmaooo yeah its backwards af. its what happens when we stick to survival patterns. but like, being human isnt about surviving, its fucking living??? whats the point of life if its only survival? humans have big brain, humans should use all of big brain to fullest capacity because.. why not?? what is the advantage to such a high amt of pruning? it doesnt help anymore

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I hadn't named it yet, but that Morality Replacement theory TM is genetic drift, the Allistics are not quite finished taking over the world (so it's not really "anymore." They are new and an unviable gene, struggling to keep being born and we are part of the old world that is dying. My Neurodiversity theory has Autistics as OG and Allistics as rather new). 💜

@punishmenthurts haha we may be in the time of monsters, the iron age is what the greeks called it lol you can find the pattern of truth anywhere, dm if its a cartoon if its true lol i love that quote. and i think the world is no longer at the peak of the parabola of transitioning, but on the upward (or downward depending on parabola haha) slope. as in, i think the 'world' is ready to let go of the old and bring in the new. ppl are just scared and waiting for everyone else to go first lmaooo

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I think that shift was almost finished in Greece when they writ that, I think the world used to be Autistic and then that started to change and history began
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But I do want to believe that's what that quote was about 👍 💜

@punishmenthurts i like your theory, can you tell me more about how you arrived at it?

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I’m a very late hatcher, but I knew for a long time there was something different about “normal people,” I just never had the word or the concept of Autism. And I never lost my infantile shock about punishment, I knew it would destroy the world the first time I saw it, and I watched everyone around me grow up and change and accept it, but I never did.
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There’s a whole short book about the theory, free from my profile. It was based on the #ChaliceAndTheBlade , but I audited that for genetics and neurotype, it was an Allistic attempt, The Chalice, talked about “social models,” and chaos theory. 😇