OK, Jay has moved on from the cuddly.
In the spirit of cards on the table, last time I checked I was about 337, and I know I'm fucking fat. I know ALL of the consequences of that. I am soaked in the consequences of that, all the time. The most lazy fucking thing you can do as a doctor is to suggest surgery, like literally half a dozen doctors before them. There is a contempt that comes from their #fatphobia that comes from their need to believe that I'm fat because I *deserve* to be fat. Because nobody should want to live and look like me. I am fat, and it horrifies them. They wouldn't want to live like that. They'd risk everything to shed the weight. And they want to get away from you as quickly as possible.
Fuck every "doctor" who collects money for "heath care" and let's their own assumptions about what I must have done to ""deserve" to get fat dictate how much of a shit they give about my situation. Like I said, it's lazy, and the contempt was real.
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But like I said, the other aspect of it.
There's just not enough research on the effects of cannabis, and nobody linked the #pots symptoms to the weed, which I have always been upfront about. Like I said, med card. The specific symptoms I was showing, sure the weight, but as I've said, it was just an abrupt change. Started after covid, but before I got covid that I know of. Nobody had any idea what changed. I discovered #pots, and though I never had the long term fatigue described by long covid sufferers, what I had seemed related through peripheral nervous system responses that get stimulated to change blood pressure when you stand up. That's where the key was for me.
So if any one else is out there doing stupid amounts of RSO and being fat and maybe having covid or whatever, it's not something that any of the admittedly smart people that *considered* was I was going through would have thought would be the case.
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Blue Emu