1/n Sometimes a season finds you back in your formative years and for whatever reason I find that landing in that prior moment...
It was typical in some ways and atypical in others. I' d found myself strangely romantic for my age early on. We're talking third grade...
Sophomore year summer I met her. First real relationship. I had the gall to ask her to marry me not long after.Had no real business doing that so fairly typical. Not remotely ready but all in for fear I'd lose her and deserve it...
2/n ...this went the way these situations do. She was older and more mature. Ready in ways I wasn't. The breakup wasn't at all spectacular but it broke me. One of the things- I took her to see #JeanLucPonty second year ( I think ) after #CosmicMessenger. She was great at drawing and she drew me that album cover free hand and gave it to me as a gift. It was perfect...
Considering we parted ways without much drama it destroyed me. Going into old town crying on benches. Kind of pathetic. The very-