I envy people that can feel warm sunlight on their face on a cold winter day, and not suffer a crippling existential crisis because their nerve endings are presently being tickled by a minuscule fraction of infrared radiation from the one two thousandth of a percent of energy from the massive angry fucking ball of nuclear fusion that made it to this tiny rock across a hundred and a half million kilometres of absolutely nothing, and a hundred kilometres more of atmosphere, and because that's somehow a situation that our tiny primitive minds evolved to see as "nice" and "normal".
I envy people that don't put themselves in the perspective against the entire fucking universe only to realise that all of their problems are contained within a single atom in an ocean encompassing the things we as a species might one day know, and that that ocean itself is even less when compared to things we'll never learn.