I'm nervous because every other hour "The Police is coming" for about 20/32 minutes.
It's really annoying when girls watch my x™. All they can ever think is those kinds of things for my Life, then they claim to not be evil. Ofcourse I get scared, I feel your Fear. And for me it's actually a Risk and I really don't want it, so yes.. I'm pretty worried for real. May I⁉️
●. I'm not scared
●. I just get scared, and Feel it until I'm able to cut you off
●. I'm worried for my Safety, yes.
🏷. It's UNCOMFORTABLE to constantly feel this, it's not Resty. Because every time you send your Fears to me, I need to check. I need to CHECK if that's just your Fear or mixed with my own intuition. You're muddling my UNAGI. Stresses me the Fuck out
●. You think it's just AUTOMATIC, get that out your minds. My life is nothing but "automatic" you're all easypissies for thinking my Survival came automatically or EASY. I need to check every single thing. I just Do it, that's all.
Fuck Off
My Survival was a Choice I made every single second of my Life in Danger.
●. I don't Sleep, I only Rest in FULL Awareness. I don't take Drugs/Alcohol in my body, not even a Drop
●. I just CHECK™ every tiny little Droplet of Danger I feel or get send.
●. I just do Perfect Math, over and over until I know #BestOption. It's a choice, bitches.
I'm TRAINED by now, ya. So⁉️ you got a Problem, or.. then you SHOULDA done the same. Nothing comes to ya, work
🏷. Just practice & training.
The Book (2nd Edition)