I honestly have a hard time not to have my depression take me back to the deepest possible pit just thinking about it… it feels like the abuse I've arlready known, but then it would be *factually* inescapable. I don't know how to deal with living in a dystopia.

Edit: Defending against the feds also seems so utterly pointless. They can literally introduce shit on Layer 1 (the hardware). Damn, the US probably already has (IME / PSP). That's inescapable.