I suppose it's prolly not "normal" that most waking moments of most days are laden with either weeping, or feeling an unliftable weight pressing one to the verge of tears. I suppose frequently waking during nights, in tears, is also prolly not "normal". Well, i dunno who gets to define "normal", but tis normal for me. So hey, cool, i'm normal! Winning. Yay? Sigh.