I lost my Mom to pancreatic cancer when I was 19. She was only 47.

My grandmother also died from it at 53.

When Mom was diagnosed, she sat me down and said she knew exactly what I was feeling because she felt the same way when her Mom was dying.

She said she hated knowing that her girls were going to grow up without a mom.

She wasn’t afraid of dying, but she was afraid of leaving us behind.

She was sad that she would miss major milestones like graduations, marriage, grandchildren etc.

She wanted more time.

Unfortunately pancreatic cancer is quick and lethal.

It’s almost always caught too late, and few people live more than a year after diagnosis.

My Mom made it nine months.

I’m forever grateful for the time we had together and the fact that she prepared me for her passing. But I wanted more

The mRNA pancreatic cancer vaccine was a beacon of hope for my family.

It was hope for so many whose lives have been touched by this deadly disease. Who’ve lost loved ones.

Who live with the fear of being diagnosed themselves.

There’s no words for the rage I feel when I think about RFK Jr’s decision to cut funding for this life saving research.

His anti-vaxx grift has already killed and disabled many people. Measles is back. Covid is still here and still killing.

Now he’s basically siding with cancer.

We deserve better than this.

We deserve an HHS leader who actually believes in science.

We deserve leaders who promote life saving interventions, robust public health and cutting edge research.

Shame on him and everyone who supports him.

#uspol #rfkjr #pancreaticcancer #mRNA #vaccines #science

I wrote more about the last nine months of my Mom’s life and how to support someone with terminal illness.

Families like mine are the real human cost of RFK Jr’s funding cuts:

https://www.disabledginger.com/p/the-human-cost-of-rfk-jrs-vaccine

The Human Cost of RFK Jr’s Vaccine Cuts

I lost my Mom to pancreatic cancer when she was 48 years old. She lost her mother to the disease as well. Families like mine are the human cost of cuts to science and mRNA vaccine research.

The Disabled Ginger

@broadwaybabyto

His father was killed.
He is acting to kill as many other people's fathers as he can.

This is conjecture, not certainty, narrative not theory, it is not suggested he knows this, even if he has been told it.

There are presumably other explanations.

As for your mother, alas. We may get there in the future.

@broadwaybabyto
So, you're saying there could be a vaccine preventing a really bad form of cancer and because of trumpism, they can't finish developing it and people can't have it?!
This is as if we were living in a Marvel comic book, but only with the villains. This is unreal.
@kleines_z Yes, exactly. Even before the mRNA vaccines for COVID were developed scientists were working in mRNA treatments for cancers

@kleines_z @broadwaybabyto mRNA vaccines are magical little things (Little bit of German info on that: https://www.krebsinformationsdienst.de/aktuelles/detail/mrna-impfung-gegen-krebs) and what he's doing is throwing science back years not only for the US but for the whole world. It's a disgrace.

If he's a Christian and Christian mythology should turn out to be real, he's going to burn in hell for eternity for this.

mRNA-Impfung gegen Krebs

Mit einer Impfung Krebs bekämpfen, daran forschen Fachleute schon viele Jahre. Bald könnte eine erste mRNA-Impfung als Krebstherapie zugelassen werden.

@broadwaybabyto
I'm in Germany, but exactly my thoughts. It's just so bitter, so many lives... I have no words.
(Yesterday was the 7.th day of death of my mom. She also died of pancreatic cancer. I know that this will be my death too but had hope in science.)
@Magic_Cauldron Scientist here to say: please still live well with hope, today.
@broadwaybabyto yeah. My dad died of the same. This sucks all around
@broadwaybabyto RFK jr is a cancer enabler in every sense of the phrase.

@broadwaybabyto RFK Jr. is a eugenicist. He thinks that good diet and exercise is enough to keep those with good genes healthy, and everyone else should be allowed to die. He is, as you say, siding with cancer, and with viruses too. He sees these things as nature's way of improving humanity by weeding out the "unfit." He's a health secretary who wants people to die. His job is to help them die.

Ignorance is strength.

Death is health.

@bodhipaksa @broadwaybabyto A good diet? Like roadkill? And healthy exercise like swimming in sewerage?
@ariaflame @broadwaybabyto If you have "good genes," such things don't matter.
@bodhipaksa @broadwaybabyto If that's 'good genes' I'd hate to think what bad genes are.
@broadwaybabyto I have #ChronicPancreatitis #pancreatitis. There's a non-zero chance that pancreatic cancer is what does me in. Now I have yet another reason to hate RFK Jr.'s guts.
@broadwaybabyto Thank you for this. I'm sorry for your loss.
@broadwaybabyto both my parents died of cancer. I live in Ireland and am somewhat insulated from all this, through public healthcare etc. However, for better or worse the markets and funds to drive health research look to USA. We are all worse off due to one man whose brain was literally eaten by worms

@broadwaybabyto Many of us live with same challenges and are only left with hoping to get past those windows and longer life eating and living a better life than where we come from ...

Can say for myself have walked past 4 of those windows so far as many have died young from 30s to now 72 and next window is 80...

@broadwaybabyto
I'm sorry for your loss. Fuck cancer
@broadwaybabyto my father make it 5 months. This HHS ban on vaccines makes me very worried for the other children who will lose their parents when we are close to having a vaccine
@broadwaybabyto Fuck RFK jr & his fascist buddies. I hate this timeline.

@broadwaybabyto My mother died aged 46 when I was 20 after a five-year battle with cancer. My father died of cancer when he was 59. Yesterday my sister-in-law died just a few months after her diagnosis.

Cancer is all around us.

I feel and share your anger.

@cgudrian

My sincere condolences, and best wishes to you and your family.

@broadwaybabyto I’m so sorry for the deep pain you carry. Your story touches me because I also lost a parent young my father passed when I was in primary four. My mom struggled endlessly to keep me in school until I dropped out, not wanting to be a burden. I became a freestyler working on farms and building sites and now I lead youth in Uganda, creating change through sustainable projects, eco-services, and protecting nature. Your mom’s love and courage inspire me deeply.
@broadwaybabyto So sorry for your losses. I feel betrayed: I was a participant in Pfizer''s mRNA flu vacciine trials. I hoped to be contributing to medical progress. I'm not looking for sympathy, just feeling disappointed that mine and others' efforts are being summarily dismissed.

@broadwaybabyto
@tchambers

Because they're afraid of needles.

@tarheel @broadwaybabyto @tchambers
Im a big ole needle phob but I'm very pro vax. I have to warn the person giving me a shot that I'm very phobic and will act weird, just do their thing and ignore me.

@Puck @broadwaybabyto @tchambers

Good for you. I'm not a fan of needles myself, but I have enough spine to take a shot or two w/out making up Stuff to justify not needing to.

@Puck

My sympathies, I’m likewise.
Ironically my father was an obstetric anæsthetist — epidural needles were his mainstay.

@broadwaybabyto

Very sorry for your losts.

I lose my mother in the same way.

@broadwaybabyto > Now he’s basically siding with cancer.

No, he actually *is* siding with cancer. Jamelle Bouie did an excellent little video about RFK's world view and how he views "health" in a way fundamentally orthogonal to the common understanding. "Healthy" is more akin to "pure". If you're healthy you won't get sick in the first place. And if you do get sick, it's because you deserved it, either through moral failing or inferior genes.

I truly hate the man.

@broadwaybabyto Europe remains committed to research funding. Vaccine research will continue, with or without a dysfunctional USA administration.

@broadwaybabyto

Tangential:

Wedding this weekend of son of friend with liver and pancreatic cancer:
https://mastodon.social/@mmalc/115029286843915294

Related:

"mRNA vaccine for melanoma reduces relapse after therapy, trial finds”

https://www.nbcnews.com/health/cancer/mrna-vaccine-melanoma-reduces-relapse-therapy-trial-shows-rcna79543

Also though:

"One-size-fits-all pancreatic cancer vaccine showed promise in early trial”

https://www.nbcnews.com/health/cancer/pancreatic-cancer-vaccine-prevents-recurrence-phase-1-clinical-trial-rcna223980

Melanoma skin cancer vaccine reduces relapse after therapy, trial finds

Risk of melanoma skin cancer relapse was significantly reduced by a personalized mRNA cancer vaccine combined with immunotherapy, a clinical trial found.

NBC News

@broadwaybabyto

Your experience is yet another reason to curse the names of the Republican billionaires who bought Trump an election & got him to shut down cancer research and vaccine programs so they could keep polluting the planet.

https://www.wired.com/story/how-trump-killed-cancer-research/

https://www.theguardian.com/us-news/2025/jun/26/cancer-research-trump-nci-cuts-plan

https://www.slowboring.com/p/trumps-awful-turn-against-mrna-vaccine

https://www.breastcancer.org/news/cancer-research-funding-cuts-drugs

https://www.msnbc.com/opinion/msnbc-opinion/trump-budget-cuts-nih-cancer-research-rcna204165

Here’s the names to shame:

1. Elon Musk $291,482,587
2. Timothy Mellon $197,047,200
3. Miriam Adelson $148,304,900

1/

How Trump Killed Cancer Research

Attempting to eliminate funding for certain kinds of “woke” studies, the Trump administration erased hundreds of millions of dollars being used for cancer research.

WIRED

2/

4. Richard Uihlein $143,498,936
5. Ken Griffin $108,402,284
6. Jeff Yass $101,128,680
7. Paul E. Singer $66,800,800
8. Marc Andreessen $42,365,113
9. Stephen Schwarzman $40,202,039
10. Timothy Dunn $35,780,200
11. Rob Bigelow $34,991,500
12. Diane Hendricks $33,165,417
13. JJ Ricketts $32,273,650
14. Shirley W. Ryan $32,198,116
15. Warren A. Stephens $25,895,650
16. Laura Perlmutter $25,344,890
17. Vince & Linda McMahon $23,961,659
18. Ronnie & Nina Cameron $21,372,500

3/

19. Jan Koum $20,855,091
20. Thomas Klingenstein $17,410,263
21. Rob Walton $17,572,601
22. Janet J. Duchossois $16,306,033
23. Howard W. Lutnick $16,503,667
24. Kelcy L. Warren $16,151,105
25. Walter W. Jr. Buckley $15,522,500
26. Thomas Peterffy $14,305,900
27. Anthony Pratt $14,000,000
28. Sherrilyn Fisher $13,299,894
29. David Millstone $13,413,486
30. Lynne Walton $13,037,750
31. Charles Schwab $12,801,600
32. Stephen Wynn $12,518,750
33. Anthony Lomangino $9,529,705

4/

34. J. Christopher Reyes $9,536,425
35. Jay Winters Faison $9,084,324
36. James Davis $8,497,854
37. John W. Childs $8,694,286
38. Patricia Duggan $8,446,099
39. Richard G. Haworth $7,500,800
40. Marc J. Rowan $8,721,299
41. Jeffrey & Loeffler Specher $7,052,013
42. John L. III Nau $7,030,556
43. Shannon V. Addison $6,757,065
44. Robert H. Book $6,986,387
45. Susan Fox $6,687,414
46. Patricia Perkins-Leone $6,606,600
47. Jeffrey Hildebrand $6,508,389
48. Bernard Marcus $9,397,150

5/

May these names live in infamy forever for their insatiable public corruption & greed.

49. Steve Brodie $6,481,298
50. Daniel Newlin $6,063,928
51. Trevor D. Rees-Jones $5,765,124
52. Sarah Perot $5,643,416
53. Harold C. Simmons $5,596,530
54. Kelly Navarro $5,373,100
55. Alice Walton $10,248,000
56. Rob Granieri $5,587,899

https://www.opensecrets.org/elections-overview/biggest-donors

Who are the Biggest Donors?

Who are the biggest donors in the 2024 election cycle? See the details.

OpenSecrets
Bill Burr Says Billionaires Should Be Put Down Like Rabid Dogs

Bill Burr doesn't want to eat the rich ... but he does want to kill them.

TMZ

@yoused

After WW2, aristocrats got a lot quieter about the "benefits (for them) of fascism".

Republican billionaires could have that same epiphany.

Unlikely but it's possible.

@broadwaybabyto

Thank you for sharing your tragic experience. You make this personal, which is great way to fight the fascist motto:

"One death is a tragedy; one million is a statistic."
- Stalin

@broadwaybabyto sadly I one from a family where Men are effected by liver issues and Women by Pancreatic ones .. alcohol has a bearing on both sides and wrong diets .. as well as smoking...improve each generation and maybe there is hope .for the future ...there Re few in 4ypth generation that have made it to older age beyond 70s...