@shanselman I saw this when you posted it on LinkedIn? a while back. The part where your voice catches in your throat as you describe your parents selling the van to buy that Commodore64 gets me right in the feels too ...
In the early days of the Internet we believed that giving kids computers would let them be as creative as we were when we got those first computers. Remember typing in code and saving it on cassettes, or the ill fated CueCat scanner :-)
We have lost a generation of creators to becoming media consumers, and set a stupid bar of success for "influencers" and monetization of everything.
Stop. Just stop. Connect with a true creator, someone that loves working with their hands, in wood, or leather, or on small engines.
Find those people one or two generations older than you and connect with creators that remember the time before the Internet and the enshittification that has followed.
Keep pushing back Scott, and remind us of the real promise that was made.