Currently both excited and dreading my birthday tomorrow because I just feel bad when people go out of their way to do things for me and caught up with those feelings like I somehow don't deserve a single nice thing like ever

@~@

There are nice things planned and I know some people wanna do nice things for me but its a muddled mix of emotions

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