Why as a grown man I'm close to tears and internally having a strop about losing over a tennis match? Why can't I just be sad and not sour about losing?

Damn it, I tried my best and my heavy racket held me back.

I did lobs, power serves but with the wind and rain I couldn't get it all working right.

I couldn't maintain my serve quality all night. I had practiced my 1st serve with my spare racket but not my second serve. That cost me dearly.

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