The dark, grey struggle is really starting to bite. I'm not sure if it's just that I'm working with a crap team, tired, due a holiday or it is the Winter grimness. However, I have a plan. I'm going to up my SSRIs to the dose to my "Winter dosage" (I'm allowed to play with my dose) and I'm going to asses myself over my a/l. I'm also struggling to get to the gym but I *will* get to appointments so if I make as many gym sessions as possible, PT sessions, that will help.