I just honestly want to have a group of friends or just be part of a community that accepts me and is okay with how I act. I have zero people to talk to about any of my interests. I can't really talk to my partner because he just doesn't understand and he pretty much hates having to deal with me. I take my medications but honestly it doesn't improve my happiness. My environment is making me feel like I'm dying and I want to scream. I try to not be overdramatic. I just want to be happy.