Zander The Lion 
So, if Gundam Evolution ever comes back officially, I don't think I can ever try to be on a team again. Or at least in a competitive capacity.
Basically, there's a team of, let's just say hackers, who have been able to get their own custom servers back online, allowing just about anyone to play the game again. I'm backing up things for work, and while I'm waiting for that, I was looking at the chat for the discord server handling everything. And unfortunately the one guy that treated me the worst in the game is there.
And all the emotions are just coming back. All the hate, the feeling like shit, betrayal, and the lack self worth. Someone who claimed to be my friend, betrayed my team, tried to turn me against my team, and was the only one that actually called me trash in the league.
I'm super excited that I can play the game again. But this just hurts so much.