@iamada I empathise with this sooooo much 
I foolishly thought that clothing & fashion would start to make more sense to me as I progressed through transition, completely forgetting that the reason they never made sense to me is due to me fundamentally not understanding them 😅😞
I even paid for a couple of sessions with a stylist to help me get started, but I didn't vibe much with her.
I get so jealous when others find clothing, fashion & accessories so easy ðŸ˜