#AmReading MAURICE GUEST by #HenryHandelRichardson, aka Ethel Florence Lindesay Richardson, born in Melbourne in 1870.

Started it this morning, but only read the first page. Loved the unfamiliar use of "tell off" & the alliteration in this bit: "and on descending the shallow steps, they told off into groups, where all talked at once, with lively gesticulation."

Just finished Ch 1 & would keep reading, but I've had a few beers & about to nod off. Excerpt from the end of the chapter follows:

First night in Leipzig: young, self-absorbed Maurice "Guest" is "seized by that acute sense of desolation that lies in wait for one, caught by nightfall, alone in a strange city." His #illusions falter: "it was by no means a matter of merely stretching out his hand, to pluck what he would, from this tree that waved before him; he reminded himself with bitterness that he stood, an unheralded stranger, before a solidly compact body of things & people, on which he had not yet made any impression."

Maurice not about to let his dream of a musical life be derailed by disapproving parents:

"What was art to them but an empty name, a pastime for the drones & idlers of existence? How could he set up his ambitions before them, to be bowled over like so many ninepins? When at length..he was mastered by a healthier spirit of self-assertion..he was only enabled to stand firm by summoning to his aid all the strengthening egoism..latent in every more or less artistic nature." #AmReading MAURICE GUEST

Technically an #AustralianWriter, Henry Handel Richardson lived mainly in Europe. Bracketing writers by nationality got me thinking about what "Australian" writer #BrianCastro said:

“I think..one’s writing is far more identified with a style..with writers..you admire & who have gone before you than with a national, ethnic, or religious belonging. It’s not necessarily where you come from, it’s where you read from.”

Where do you read from?
What’s your textuality?

My #stencil of Brian from 2010

Maurice settles in to Leipzig & starts spilling & oversharing:

"An almost physical need of communication made itself felt in him; he spoke with a volubility that was foreign to him, began his sentences with a confidential 'You see', & said things at which he himself was amazed ... His companion looked at him curiously. She had expected a casual answer to her casual words, a surface frankness ... she did not care for people who gave themselves away at a word."

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Maurice fawns on young Ephie & gets off on the wrong foot with her fractious older sister, Johanna. Personally, I took a fancy to their mother, Mrs Cayhill, an "immoderate reader" for whom "all novels were fish to [her] net".

"Mrs Cayhill...fed on novels from morning till night, & slept with a page turned down beside her bed. She was forever lost in the joys & sorrows of some fictitious person...for compared with romance, life was dull and diffuse."

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"'the best of things is the wishing for them. Once there, and they are nothing — only another delusion.'"

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Maurice is not amused to learn his music mentee Ephie has been "making use of his name" to her mother & sister to sneak off to see the object of her romantic fancy: violinist (& Lothario), Eugen Schilsky. Poor "absurdly happy" Ephie is building "high, top-heavy castles for the future". But he's not serious about her. Will Maurice stomp on her castles by revealing Schilsky is seeing Louise (the object of his own romantic fancy)?

The crazy machinations of young love.

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Maurice waxes philosophical on death & whether it matters what happens to the body afterwards:

He claims that "always to be brooding over death unfitted you for life...it was foolish to look upon your own death as an exception to the rule. Besides, when sensation had left you - the soul, the spirit, whatever you liked to call it - did it matter what afterwards became of your body?..morbid to care so much how it was treated, just because it had once been your tenement."

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Maurice meets Avery Hill:

a "smoker"; "pretty" despite her "severe garb", which includes "a man's felt hat & closely buttoned ulster"; "ungirlish cold grey eyes" that lose their "cold assurance" when she plays the piano, which she plays very well - "with a firm, masculine touch & that inborn ease, that enviable appearance of being...one with the instrument."

Sketchy, but enough information for me to be sold on the character. Hope she plays a bigger part in the novel.

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Maurice learns that Louise, the object of his romantic fancy, may be leaving Leipzig. Dejected, the words of #Nietzsche's "Zarathustra's Rundgesang" run, like a thread, through his feverish sleep. Only, in my edition, they're in #untranslated German:

O Mensch! Gib Acht!
Was spricht die tiefe Mitternacht (etc.)

Common of novels at the time (1908), but unlikely today without a footnoted or parenthetical #translation.

Original with #Translations: https://en.wikipedia.org/wiki/Zarathustra%27s_roundelay

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Zarathustra's roundelay - Wikipedia

"Agility of finger equals softening of the brain."

A grain of truth in this for Maurice, who throws himself into playing the piano after things with Ephie & Louise reach a turbulent climax:

"the strenuous industry to which he now condemned himself, was something of a relaxation after the mental anxiety he had recently undergone; this striking of a black & white keyboard was a pleasant, thought-deadening employment, & could be got through, no matter what one's mood."

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"They were dancing to the music of the 𝘞𝘪𝘦𝘯𝘦𝘳 𝘉𝘭𝘶𝘵, most melancholy gay of waltzes, in which the long, legato, upward sweep of the violins says as plainly as in words that all is vanity."

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"Lighting a cigarette, he indulged in ironical reflections."

Is there a better aid/prop for bitter realisations?

Poor Maurice, aspiring pianist, who, after a year of studying music in Leipzig, "[finds himself] to rights as a mediocrity, when [he] had hoped with all [his] heart that [he was] something more... All he could do at the piano, hundreds of others could do better... 'The real something that makes the musician...is wanting in me.'"

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Troubled by Maurice's dark views:

"A sudden recognition of the uselessness of human striving grew up in him...Effort & work, ambition & success, alike led nowhere, were so many blind alleys: ambition ended in smoke; success was a fleeing phantom, which one sought in vain to grasp. To the great mass of mankind, it was more than immaterial whether one of its units toiled or no...It was only given to a few to achieve anything: the rest might stand aside early in the day."

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#FinishedReading MAURICE GUEST & it's left me an emotional wreck. A story of music & doomed, obsessive love. The final part of the novel was like watching a car accident in slow motion. Difficult to read, but couldn't stop myself from turning the pages.

I'm normally a chain reader, but I'll need the rest of the day to pull myself together before starting a new novel.

Contemplating reading the work of an Australian writer? Put #HenryHandelRichardson at the top of your list.

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