I've never really liked my body or felt attractive and I still don't. I feel better about myself now than ever before, but still not great and I have a long way to go. But today I decided to do something I've not done before. I decided to take some NSFW photos and share them with some people and it felt sort of liberating. My anxiety is shit, but maybe pushing my boundaries in this will help me move past some of it. Or at least be able to work through it.